It's been months my friend
Since cold sheets parted ways with warm skin
And I feel weak
And I've been restless for weeks
An the I-miss-her-words are on repeat
No sleep without some pills to eat
No kisses, touching of lips or teeth
No sleep without a glass to drink
I'm going down but not calling it sink
Do I bother you too much with longing for her touch?
It's just that I question myself, if I'm still desirable to love
And you're all I have
The city, the couch, the overpass
The bridge that spans between the wreckage and the man
So excuse me if I repeat myself again
Move slow paced
It's still December in my brain
The (un) willingness to accept regret leaves my heart stained
I guess I just don't have what it takes
Please don't call me weak cause I know I am
You went there before but where you could I just can't.
Forgive me
I'm just a man
Or at least I try to be the best at what I am
There's a humming inside my heart forever
Tears plummeting down my cheeks
There's a boy in the mirror yelling
There's nothing left for you or me.
I'm too terrified to speak
No sleep without a glass to drink
I'm going down but not calling it sink
credits
from B L U S H,
released November 25, 2016
B L U S H was recorded in October 2015 at The Ranch in Southampton. Engineered by Daly George and produced and mixed by Neil Kennedy. Mastering by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege.
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